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Ch. 19
*Gerard's POV*

I don't know why I kissed Frank back. I'm just so happy that he likes me. I don't know what to do about Mikey though. I feel bad because Mikey really seemed to like me. I don't know how I'm going to tell him.

"Whatcha thinking about?" Frank asked, sitting down on the bench in the woods.

"Frank, I really like you. I just.." I began.

"Just what?"

"I just don't know how I'm going to tell Mikey."

"Oh yeah," Frank replied, looking glum.

"Do you think we should do it now and get it over with?"

"Maybe. But that wouldn't be fair to him."

"I know. But this way he won't be too attached to me so far....I hope."

Frank and I walked hand in hand into the tour bus, where we called Mikey to come over. He walked in, seeing us holding hands.

"This can't be good news," Mikey said. "Okay, Gerard, please tell me-"

"Mikey," I said, walking towards him. "I'm sorry."

"No! You can't do this to me, I thought you loved me."

"Mikey, I can't help it who I love."

"You're doing the same thing to me as Frank did to you!"

He's right. Boy did that break my heart when Frank ditched me for his ex. And now Mikey is going to have to go through the same thing I did.

"I'm really sorry Mikey, I know it hurts."

"Just leave me alone."

"Come on Gerard," Frank said, taking my hand again. "There's nothing we can do."

"It's all your fault Frank. If you hadn't gone and ruined my relationship with Gerard-"

"Mikey, can I see you for a sec?" Bob said, interrupting the heated argument.

"Okay, any excuse to leave these two losers."

Mikey stepped out into the bunk room with Bob and Frank and I were alone again.

"He took that well. Didn't he?"

"I feel so bad Frank."

"Well, try not to worry about him right now," Frank said, slipping his arms around my waist, kissing me.

*Bob's POV*

Okay, I have Mikey alone now. I guess I have to tell him now before he goes out with anyone else.

"Mikey," I said, taking a deep breath.

"What?" He replied, wiping his tear stained face on his shirt.

"Mikey I like you," I choked out, speaking too fast.

"What?"

"I...like...you."

"Bob this isn't the time, Gerard and I broke up."

"You were going out with him?"

"Get with the program Bob," Ray said, entering the bunk room.

"Wait, how come no one told me about this?"

"Wait, where were you when all this was going on? You do know Frank and Gerard went out first and then it was me and Gerard and now Frank is back with Gerard," Mikey said, all in one breath.

"When did this all happen?"

"Oh Bob, none of that matters now," Ray spoke up.

"Well then, Bob, I will go out with you," Mikey said, taking my hand.

"No Bob! You can't go out with Mikey. I like you!" Ray said, hurt.

Uh oh. What am I gonna do? I kinda like Ray but I like Mikey a lot.

"Hey guy's whats up?" Gerard said, entering the bunk room with his arm around Frank's waist.

"Gerard, tell Bob he can't go out with Mikey, he has to go out with me!" Ray said.

"Uh oh. Here we go again...." Frank whispered to Gerard.

End.

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What do you guys think? For the next fic what do you want to see? Another Frank/Gerard, Mikey/Gerard, or something else? If you want to see something else, tell me what it is so I know.

Ch. 18
*Gerard's POV*

I woke up with the sun shining on my face. I slowly got up, carefully trying not to wake Mikey. Too late.

"What time is it?" Mikey asked, wiping his eyes.

"Umm..8:35," I yawned.

"I guess we better head back to the tour bus, huh?"

"Yeah. You look tired, if you want I can drive."

"Thanks. But will you know the way back?"

"I'll figure it out."

Mikey and I piled up the blanket and basket into the back seat of the car. I drove the car back, getting lost one or two times. We arrived back at the bus, with Frank waiting for us.

"Where were you two last night?" Frank asked casually.

"It's none of your business," I replied, walking inside the bus holding Mikey's hand. Frank saw that and didn't seem to like that.

"Oh so are you two going out or something?" he said, his voice in a disgusted tone.

"Yeah."

"You really are desparate aren't you, Gerard?"

"Leave him alone," Mikey said, his voice rising. "Don't you have better things to do?"

"Whatever, fags," Frank replied, in a low voice.

Frank left the room, going to the kitchen looking for Ray I guess.

"Thanks," I said, giving Mikey's hand a squeeze.

"Your welcome," he replied. "I'm gonna go back to the car and bring some of the stuff inside."

"Want me to help?"

"I got it, thanks."

I headed for the kitchen to get some food but stopped when I heard two voices inside.

"It's not fair Ray!" came Frank's voice.

"I know. But he's happy now. You can't do anything about it."

"I can try."

"No Frank. Leave Gerard alone. He doesn't need anymore confusion than he already has."

"Yeah but it was a huge mistake leaving him. I wish I hadn't now.."

"I know, but you'll find someone."

"I already have."

Soon Frank was walking out of the kitchen, he looked sad.

"Hi Gerard," he mumbled, staring at the floor walking past me.

Wait, does Frank still have feelings for me? Yes! I can go back to him then. No, he has to come to me. But I can't break up with Mikey. Not after that dinner last night. Besides, Mikey is sweet and kinda cute. But I love Frank. I can't choose between Mikey and Frank. That's too hard!

"Hey," Mikey said, wrapping his arms around me. "You okay?"

"Yeah. I just need to get out and think for a while."

"About what?"

"Nothing. I just...I just need some time alone," I replied, seeing Mikey's worried face. "Don't worry, I'm not gonna break up with you or anything."

I kissed Mikey quickly and headed outside to the small woods I always ended up going to. I looked back and saw Frank following me. Great, what does he want?

"Hey."

"Hey back," he said.

"What's up?"

"Gerard, I don't know how to tell you this but.."

"Go on.." I replied, hoping he wasn't going to say what I think he was going to say.

"I'm sorry about breaking up with you. I was just confused about how I really felt. Seeing you with Mikey, it made me jealous. I want what you two have. Gerard, you don't love him. I know. So you can't just go out with him if you don't really like him."

"I can't break up with Mikey just because you told me to."

"I know," he replied, looking even more depressed.

"But we can still be friends," I said, taking his hand in mine.

"Gerard-" he started. But then he pulled me into a very long lasting kiss. I didn't know what else to do. So I kissed him back.

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What about Mikey?

Chapter 17
*Gerard's POV*

It was finally nine o'clock. Mikey had blindfolded me and we sat in silence in the car on the way to our mystery location. After what seemed like an hour of silence the car stopped.

"We're here," Mikey said, helping me take off the blindfold.

I got out of the car and on top of this hill we were on was a blanket, with candles lit and a basket full of food. The moon was bright and it looked beautiful.

"Mikey," I started to say.

"I had Ray come up here before us and set it up. I prepared everything and gave it to him so he could get it ready."

"How did you know where this was?"

"I have my sources," he replied, walking over to the blanket and sat down. "You hungry?"

"Yeah," I said smiling, as Mikey opened the basket and handed me some of my favorite foods.

It was so romantic. I just couldn't help but smile at the thought of how hard Mikey worked on making this night so right. After dinner we got up and walked around a bit, with my arm around his waist. We talked  about what we planned to do once we got back home and finally we were back at the blanket.

"You know what?" I asked Mikey, lying down on the blanket, my arms wrapped around him.

"What?"

"I'm glad we came here tonight."

"Me too."

I turned around and faced Mikey, taking his head in my hands and kissing him.

"What was that for?"

"For tonight. For being such a good boyfriend to me when I haven't been the best boyfriend back," I replied, kissing him again.

This time the kiss lasted longer. Little did they know, Frank was hiding behind their car. Watching them making out in the moonlight with a twisted look of anger on his face....

The part with Frank's POV is just to show you this plan he has. You'll understand later on...

Ch. 16
*Gerard's POV*

I can't do this. No way. After seeing Frank at the diner tonight...I just can't do this! No to Mikey, he seems to really like me. I have to stay with him though, I have to be strong. Frank can't see me weak. I won't let him.

A few minutes later I finally fell asleep. Then I woke up, the sun shining on my face. Oh wait, that's just the light above the bunks. What time is it? I looked at my cell phone, 6:45. I might as well get up since I'm already awake. I headed to the kitchen to make my morning coffee, the light was already on.

"Hello?" I asked.

No answer. It's probably Bob, he's usually the first one up. I walked forward into the kitchen light and saw Frank's girlfriend sitting at the table. She was in the same clothes she had on at the diner last night, but a little more wrinkled. Well, I guess I know what Frank has been doing all night.

"Hi," she said, giving me a welcoming smile.

"Screw you," I mumbled, even though she didn't seem to hear me.

"Frank already did," she smirked.

"What?" I asked, turning around to face her.

"I said, there's orange juice left in the fridge if you want some."

"Okay," I said, turning on the coffee pot.

"So.... Is it fun touring?" she asked, trying to make conversation.

"Yeah, it's a thrill, you should try it sometime," I replied sarcastically.

"Hey hun," Frank said, walking into the kitchen. "Oh, hi Gerard."

I didn't reply, I took my coffee and went outside.

*Frank's POV*

"Did you say what we went over last night?" I asked.

"Yeah, he totally fell for it. He thinks we're definitely getting more serious."

"Good."

*Mikey's POV*

I woke up, still a little tired from reading the rest of the night. I got out of the bunk, drank my coffee as usual then went to the t.v room.

"Hey Ray," I said, sitting down on the couch.

"Hey, how was your date with Gerard last night?"

"You wouldn't exactly call it a date..."

"Why?"

"He was a bit..distracted all night."

"Where'd you go to?"

"We went to this diner a few minutes from here."

"Oh, he was probably distracted cuz Frank told me he was going there with his girlfriend."

No wonder Gerard was staring out into space all night. He still has feelings for Frank! I can't believe it. But I have an idea of my own that'll get Gerard to like me..

"Do you know where Gerard is?"

"Yeah, he's outside."

I walked outside and found Gerard sitting on the bench near the small woods. It seems like he's always hanging out there.

"Hey," I said, walking over to him.

"Hey back."

"Do you have any plans for tonight?"

"No.."

"Well, I have a surprise dinner for us tonight so eat light!"

"Where?"

"You'll see.. We'll leave around nine-ish tonight, okay?"

"Yeah, sounds good."

I rested my head on his shoulder but less than a minute later Gerard got up and made some excuse about having to make a phone call. What is up with him? It's like he's not comfortable around me anymore.

*Frank's POV*

"So did you find out Mikey's plans?" I asked.

"Kind of. Mikey plans to take Gerard out to dinner around 9 tonight." Alicia, my girlfriend said.

"Do you know where?"

"No."

"This'll make it harder to follow them."

"Do you want me to come?"

"No, I have to go alone."

Okay, so this one is going to be more of Gerard thinking then talking going on in this chapter..

Oh and I didn't get TBP cd yet!! I pre-ordered the L.E but I havent got it yet. That UPS guy better watch out! lol

Ch. 15
*Gerard's POV*

I broke off from the kiss, looking straight at Mikey. A smile spread on his lips. There, now he looks pretty convinced. Although he is my brother, I have to admit... Mikey is a pretty good kisser. Well, after all, he is a Way. But it was kinda weird. Kissing Mikey, I mean. I can't stop thinking about the fact that he's my brother!! That was only one kiss though, no way I'm going to kiss him again. So after we kissed, we talked for a while. It was almost, kind of, fun. I even forgot for a bit about the plan. The plan to get Frankie back. As it turns out though, Mikey is a good listener. We talked about music, book, tour life, anything we could think of. I found out that he is pretty easy to talk to. Maybe I won't have to pretend to like him. Wait, what am I thinking? I can't fall for my brother! It's Frank I love. Frank, Frank, Frank! Well..Mikey does have a cute smile; and I love the way he laughs.  But I'm so confused! I still love Frank. Or was that lust I felt for him? Maybe I'll try to like Mikey for a while and see how that goes.

My watch went off, signaling that it was time to go to dinner. I called Mikey and we got in the car and drove off; talking the whole way there. We finally got to the diner and sat down in a cold booth.

"Do you want my sweater? You look cold."

"Yeah, thanks," I replied, pulling his sweater over my short sleeved shirt.

No sign of Frank anywhere. That's a good sign, isn't it? Oh wait, here he is. Walking into the diner with his arm around the lucky girl's waist. God he looks hot. But I'm here with Mikey so just try to act normal. Great, he's looking at me.

"You okay?" Mikey asked, sensing my discomfort.

"Yeah I am. I just thought....Nevermind," I replied, placing a fake smile on my face and putting my hand on his. There, I know Frank saw that!

The rest of the night went in a blur. And soon Mikey and I were back in the car driving back to the bus. 10:23 the digital clock read.

"You seemed a little distracted back there," Mikey said, trying to make conversation. "Got a lot on your mind?"

"I'm sorry. I just..." I started, trying to think up a good excuse, " don't feel to good."

Good, we're back at the bus.

"I'm gonna go get some rest. Night."

"Night."

Mikey made a move to kiss me goodnight but I ducked out of the way and raced back to the bunks. I need to figure this out.

wow 2 in a day! I'm on a roll......but sorry it's short..

Ch. 14
*Gerard's POV*

"Hey Mikey, you ready to go out on that walk?" I asked, walking past Ray to the bunk room.

"Yeah I am."

I grabbed his hand and led him out the door, passing a quick glance at Ray. Well, I'm going out with Mikey so I guess I better try to give him a chance. Maybe this won't be such a bad relationship after all. But I will feel bad once I break up with Mikey; and Frank is all mine again. We walked a little while, still holding hands, into a little wooded area. How ironic, this is where Frank and I first kissed. Hopefully Mikey won't get any ideas.

"So..."

"Gerard, you're not just going out with me to make Frank jealous are you? I mean, since you two just....yeah.."

"Mikey, why would you think that? Yeah I was a little sad, okay, hurt that Frank broke up with me but I'm really glad you told me that you liked me. We've been through a lot together, haven't we?"

"Yeah we have," Mikey answered, smiling a little.

"Gerard?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you think...will we ever..."

"What?"

"Gerard, I just, I really like you and I don't want your feelings for Frank to affect our relationship. Because if you still like Frank then I don't want to go out with you until you actually do like me back."

"Mikey I told you, I don't like Frank. I just like you, you have nothing to worry about."

Mikey didn't look so convinced. I didn't know what else to say to make him convinced that I liked him, even though I don't. I only know one thing that will convince him. Ewwww. I can't believe I'm going to do this. Don't think about, you're just...acting. Okay, take a deep breath. 1...2....3..-

"Gerard are you okay?"

I took Mikey's head in my hands and kissed him. Right on the lips.

Ch. 13
*Mikey's POV*

"Hey Mikey, wake up," Gerard said, leaning over me and shaking me gently.

"Hey back," I replied, wiping my eyes before reaching for my glasses. "Oh."

"You forget you don't wear glasses anymore?" Gerard chuckled.

"Give me a break. I'm still not used to not wearing them after so long."

"What do you want to do today?" Gerard asked.

"I don't know, what do you feel like doing?"

"How about we go somewhere quiet for a little while and then tonight we can go to that diner," he said, holding my hand.

"Sounds good," I replied, getting up from the bunk. "I'm going to get some coffee. Is there still some left in the pot?"

"Yeah, I already poured a cup for you."

"Thanks," I said, giving Gerard a quick kiss on the cheek.

I headed for the small kitchen where I found Frank and his girlfriend in there, making out. It took them a while to notice me. I think Frank wanted it to be Gerard who saw that not me.

"Oh sorry," I said, looking down after they finally noticed me standing there.

"I thought you were still asleep. Oh well," Frank replied, with a smug grin on his face as he led his girlfriend outside to make out with her more.

Well, I can see now how Gerard was upset earlier yesterday. I found my cup of coffee already on the table at my usual spot. I couldn't help but think of when I kissed Gerard on the cheek this morning, he flinched. I started to blush a little at the thought. Maybe he didn't want to start a "fast" relationship. He probably wanted to slow things down a bit. Especially after what happened with Frank. Except, I wouldn't mind if Gerard asked me if I wanted to move in with him.

"Hey," Ray said, interrupting my thoughts yet again. It seems like he's good at doing that.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Nothing much. Same boring tour day life as usual. I can't wait to get home and sleep! You?"

"Same here."

"Did you tell Gerard about, you know..."

"Yeah, I did actually."

"Really? I didn't think you'd have the guts. What'd he say?"

"He asked me out to dinner tonight. Can you believe it? He actually likes me back!"

"Yeah right. What did he really say?"

"I'm telling the truth, I swear!"

"What is Gerard up to now? Okay whatever, I believe you," Ray said, in an unconvincing tone of voice. "Gerard???" Ray asked, leaving the room in search of my brother.

*Gerard's POV*

Man, this boyfriend stuff is kinda hard. Especially having to pretend to like somebody. When Mikey kissed me on the cheek this morning, I don't know...I was just shocked. I mean, I guess I'm not used to having my brother, well, now boyfriend, kiss me on the cheek. It's kinda gross, I mean, he is my brother!

"Gerard!" Ray asked, finally finding me in the t.v room.

"Yeah, what's up?" I knew the minute I saw that look on Ray's face that he knew something.

"You're not going out with your brother are you?"

I saw Mikey quietly try to hide behind the bunk room door. I guess he wants to know how I really feel about him.

"Yeah, I am going out with him."

"Are you crazy? You can't be going out with your own brother! It's like...against the law or something!"

"Shhh! Ray, be quiet. No one has to know. So shut up about it and don't tell anyone. Or else..."

"You really like him don't you?"

"Yeah, I do," I replied, only because Mikey was listening in.

Ch. 12
*Gerard's POV*

"That's why I've been avoiding you..Okay?"

I was speechless. I didn't know what to say back. I mean, it's Mikey! My little brother. My best friend through middle school/ high school. The first one to know I was bi. Who accepted me when mom and dad weren't very supportive of it in the beginning. I just couldn't believe it.

"I've got to go do some...stuff," I mumbled, walking quickly to the couches.

I looked back, Mikey was slumped on the bunk, looking miserable. I felt so bad leaving him there. It took guts to tell me what he just did. But I don't really like him back. Looking at him miserable like that I would want to. But I don't feel the same way. Unless...What if I go out with Mikey just a little while to get Frank jealous? Then he'll come crawling back to me. I don't want to hurt Mikey's feeling but he doesn't have to know. He'll get what he wants, which is me, and I'll get what I want, which is Frank. It'll work. Besides, I am a good actor. After all I was Peter Pan back in fourth grade. And, Frank is going to that diner tomorrow night with his girlfriend. Maybe I'll ask Mikey out and we'll go to the same diner "without knowing" Frank is going to be there...

*Mikey's POV*

Great. Gerard obviously doesn't feel the same. I mean, him and Frank just broke up so I guess he still likes Frank. Not in a million years would he want to go out with me. I am so embarrassed. I can't believe I just did that. I don't think I'll ever be able to look Gerard in the face. Why would he ever want to go out with his own brother? Great, here he comes now..

"Mikey," Gerard asked, sitting on the end of the bunk.

"Yeah?"

"How about we go out to that diner tomorrow night? Just you and me."

"Really? Just you and me?" I asked, my heart beat racing.

"Yeah really."

"This isn't one of your sick jokes that you're doing to me?"

"No, God Mikey. What is up with you? Can't a guy ask you out to dinner without it being some joke?"

"Sorry, it's just kinda hard to believe you'd want to go out with me."

"Why not. After all, I know you better than anyone else," Gerard smiled, then kissed me on the cheek before leaving to go to sleep.

Wow I can't believe it!! He really does want  to go out with me! Words can't describe how I'm feeling right now. But wouldn't other people notice us tomorrow night at the diner. Maybe not, Gerard won't care. I can't wait. I need to go to sleep now, the sooner I sleep the sooner I'll wake up to see Gerard...
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Do I smell trouble or what??

Ch. 11
*Mikey's POV*

I tried to avoid Gerard as best as I could. I left for dinner alone a few miles north of the tour bus; but I couldn't hide forever. Defeated, I drove back and tried to sleep. But then I kept thinking about my girlfriend. Should I break up with her or not? Probably not, what could I tell her anyways? "I'm in love with my brother so I'm breaking up with you?" She can't know it's Gerard I'm in love with, and not her. She'd be heartbroken. Besides, it's not like Gerard's ever going to go out with me. I guess I'll break up with her. I need to clear my head, and think of what I should do next.

"Hey," I said, after she picked up.

"Hey what's up?"

"I need to tell you something."

"What's wrong? You need me to come over or something?"

"No, it's just, we need to break up."

"But..why?"

"Things are a little complicated right now. I need some space."

"Oh I see. You met some fangirl and now you want to go out with her and not me?"

"No! Look, we can still be friends. It might be better that way. I just need some time to think about some stuff I'm going through."

"I don't want to be your friend," she spoke softly, then hung up.

That went well. Now I just need some sleep and I'll figure everything else out tomorrow.

"Hey Mikey, you asleep?" Gerard asked, twenty minutes later.

"Not anymore, what's up?"

"Why have you been avoiding me?"

"What do you mean? I haven't been avoiding you."

"Yeah, you have. I talked to Ray earlier while you were gone. He told me some pretty interesting stuff."

"What did he say exactly?" I asked, my heart beating faster and the palms of my hands getting sweatier.

"He said you felt like you were going through something. Like, you think you might be bi."

"Gerard, I know I'm bi. I'm in love with you," is what I wanted to say. But instead I answered, "Yeah, I am."

"Oh. You know you could've talked to me about it. I went through the same thing you know."

"I know."

"So, who turned you bi?" Gerard asked, jokingly.

"Shut up."

"When you left me this afternoon, you didn't want to tell me it was Frank you liked, did you? Is that why you left so quickly? Because Frank is a jerk, and a tease."

"No Gerard," I replied, softly. "It's not Frank I like."

"Then why can't you tell me?"

"Because I'm afraid of what you'll say."

"Like...?"

"Gerard," I said, taking a deep breath, "It's you I'm in love with."